Sunday, December 2, 2007

The Sad Keene

*im keene adriel villanueva
17y/o guy from cavite

*im a 2ndyr college student taking up BS Political Science major in International Relations at PUP(main)..

*i love to dance..sobra

*i love to play volleyball, sepak, badminton, basketball,etc

*i love myself

*i love Maja Salvador

*i am an introvert..super shy type...ewan q b qng bkit..i prefer 2 b alone&stay at home rather dan 2 socialize..i hate places wer der are lots of people..cgro dhil n rin sa insecurities@pggng pesimistic

*ders nothng special nmn sakin..im jst a typical teenage guy
*i love to make fun of myself..

its jst a way 2 make me feel happy..i love to see people laughing at me eventhough i look stupid..atleast i can see their smiles.

*i love to love eventhough its olweys me hu's being hurt..i jst luv d filing of luving..i jst want sum1 hu'd show care and concern for me

*im an openminded guy..my eyes had seen evrythng dat an immature guy musn't see

*im from a broken family..dis environment myt b d cause of my stupidity..but i aint blaming dem

*im so incomplete..im so jelous..im so sad..im so insecure...mybe bcoz of d environment ive bin wid..my parents breaking up..my parents breaking me up..my sister being byutiful..my relatives hu jst see my byutiful sis..my ex's hu jst made me feel sad after a short tym of hapines..evryone mkes me feel bad

*but still..i love my frends..cla lng un ngpapasaya skin khit pno

*im a responsible person din nmn..i dont have vices..panata q sa self ko..

*im not handsome..im not cute..(as what my 'byutiful sis' says)..
but im tryng 2 look good evnthough its hard..

*im like a clown..im a guy filled wid makeups 2 show every1 dat im satsfyd..dat im hapi..yet sadness and feeling incomplete bothers me inside..

ders nothng special bout me..
no one sees my importance..
no one even cares for me..
i know dat i myt b wrong in thnking dis craps..but this is what i feel

all people hinders me from d thngs dat i want..
all people decides wat dey want for me..
im jst doing evrything dat wud make them hapy even sacrificng my hapines wud b its consequence..

im jst Keene..
im jst me..
a nobody..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

you know what it's just a normal feeling for you to feel that you are less important and that nobody cares for you, well let me say this..at the end of the day what matters most is not what you bought but what you built; not what you got but what you shared; not your success but your significance; not what you learned but what you taught; not your competence but your charactow long you will be remembered but by whom and foe what. live a life that matters..live a life that cares..

..i also gone with that feeling but then i realized that im so STUPID for thinking and believing that im a non-sense in this world..i felt regret for the time that i waste just feeling sorry , it's just like "feeling sorry for the sorry that i'd never do"..

..sana poh ay may sense ang sinabi q..


...ciao!!!

http://silentsentinel-lachiave.blogspot.com

Anonymous said...

wahahahahahahahaha! that's all I can comment! wahahahahaha! keenetot! I'm surprised that you could describe yourself! few people can't do that! wahahahahahahah! (sabeh kche ni ces, try ko daw tong tignan! buh yan!)